I hate my life. I hate myself. I hate my body and all it's limitations. I hate this damn disease. I hate everyone who thinks they understand how I feel. I hate everyone who thinks I just need to "get over it". And I hate people telling me to just be at peace, and that as long as I have God in my heart I'll be ok.
Well, God's not here. I am alone and I want to die.
Friday, July 28, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
What a busy summer!
I've been so busy this summer I keep forgetting to Blog. Between volunteering a few hours at church a few days a week, entertaining Jeffrey and watching my health there is little time for anything else.
We just bought a bed for Jeff. We're switching the playroom and his bedroom all around. He'll now be sleeping in the pink room (which he is very excited about). I moved a lot of stuff yesterday. My muscles are so sore today! But it's a good sore, I actually accomplished something.
Still no progress on my disability case. We still have over a year to wait before I get a hearing. I would like to say I'll be better by then, but I don't think so. Progress is very slow, though there is progress and that's good.
We just bought a bed for Jeff. We're switching the playroom and his bedroom all around. He'll now be sleeping in the pink room (which he is very excited about). I moved a lot of stuff yesterday. My muscles are so sore today! But it's a good sore, I actually accomplished something.
Still no progress on my disability case. We still have over a year to wait before I get a hearing. I would like to say I'll be better by then, but I don't think so. Progress is very slow, though there is progress and that's good.
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