I've started on my "summer meds", so my whole body is going wacko again. I spent yesterday having a major depressive episode, I apparently cried for hours on end, yelled at my family, and I don't even know what else. All I remember was being curled up in a ball wishing I was dead, I felt so awful.
So, I didn't take my meds yesterday. I called the Dr. today and he said it's probably not the Rx but something else (maybe I over did it on Saturday)... but told me to reduce the amount I take anyway, at least for now.
This comes after a month of feeling good and getting my hopes up again that I was actually getting better. Obviously not. I obviously have a long way to go. DAMN!
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