Today I was bombarded by yet another headache. This one seemed to be more of a "toxic" headache than a typical migraine. Maybe all the migraine meds I've been taking, plus all the toxins from the Lyme disease are finally catching up with me. I spent most of my day trying to get rid of the pain in my mid-back, neck and head (all on my left side, of course... my most painful side).
I also got another bill in the mail today for something my insurance screwed up on and refuses to fix... gonna need to write to the attorney general again on that one. sigh...
Some days I just don't want to keep fighting. Chronic pain sucks. Medical bills that I'm not supposed to be responsible for but my insurance keeps denying because of their own mistake suck. And tomorrow is the start of Holy Week and I have no congregation to join in palm waving.
I will not let the devil get me down. I made time to go attack the dead grass and weeds (and new ones trying to grow) in one of my little gardens today. It took a good bit of the limited energy I had, but I needed to get my frustration out and the symbolic pulling of weeds was the best I could do today.
Praying for healing for body and spirit.
I also got another bill in the mail today for something my insurance screwed up on and refuses to fix... gonna need to write to the attorney general again on that one. sigh...
Some days I just don't want to keep fighting. Chronic pain sucks. Medical bills that I'm not supposed to be responsible for but my insurance keeps denying because of their own mistake suck. And tomorrow is the start of Holy Week and I have no congregation to join in palm waving.
I will not let the devil get me down. I made time to go attack the dead grass and weeds (and new ones trying to grow) in one of my little gardens today. It took a good bit of the limited energy I had, but I needed to get my frustration out and the symbolic pulling of weeds was the best I could do today.
Praying for healing for body and spirit.
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