Struggling

Today I feel awful.

It seems to be happening more and more lately.

Lyme symptoms.

Migraines (and other headaches?).

Fatigue.

Insomnia.

Aches and pains.

Lack of coordination.

Poor memory.

Inability to process new information.

Can't remember even simple stuff.

Imagining things?

Depression.

Rapid heart rate.

Painful chest, like a weight on it.

Weird acne-like rash all over my back and chest.

No filter.

Over sharing.

No joy.

Muscle stiffness.

Can't exercise (triggers headaches).

Can't focus.

Joint pain.

Blurry vision.

Hot, cold, hot, cold...

Cry for no reason.

Dry skin.

Hard to swallow.

Dizzy.

Unstable.

Off balance.

Twitchy.

So many pills. Do they really help?
Crap- I forgot to take my pill...

Prayer does not help.
God is still there.